There is a strong bond between the Arcanes 18 and 20: the first pertains to Lilith, the second to Scorpio, a sign governed by Pluto. These arcanes speak about resurrection, about the resurrection of powers long lost in the cemetery of time.

Our memory, individual and genetic, memorized 20 billions of years of evolution, memorized the very powers of the Universe. We are now in the dawn of a new civilization, building a new way to understand and to live. We need to recover the powers we lost through the earthquakes of time. We especially need to recover the powers of Lilith. Behind our obstacles we'll find these lost capacities. They are not lost, but only forgotten.

Inner Travel:
Arcane 20, Death and Resurrection

To go through the night of times and reconquer the lost powers, imagine on your head a golden crown, feeling its light weight, feeling this inspiration which comes down from the Heights, perceiving the aura of Light, the aura of Power irradiating from your crown. Take on your sword, the Sacred Sword that Mars, the god, gave you, feeling the sword in your hand, feeling Mars' power in your hand. To come along with you, call your Power Animals. Especially call the serpent and the eagle. Greet the serpent, caressing her head with affection. Greet the eagle, whistling friendship to her.

Now go, with your Power Animals, go. Yes you fly through the night of space, passing over Saturn's circle, passing over the circle of limitations. With your Power Animals, you fly through the galactic night.
And you arrive at the tunnel of Time. You come in the whirlwind of time, in the tunnel of the temporal energies. In the dark whirlwind of time Lilith, the billions of years goddess, was waiting for you. You send love and tenderness to Her. She smiles and hugs you. As you can see, Lilith also is accompanied by some Power Animals.
With Lilith's help, you open the Portal of Darkness, the Portal to the secrets hidden into the darkness of the lost memory. 

And you come in. Sword in hand, you come in. Near by, the serpent is whistling her fury. With tranquillity, the eagle stays on your shoulder, irradiating the tranquillity of the gods, the tranquillity of this Nothingness that contains the whirlwinds of space and time.

The Light emanating from your crown illuminates, before you, an old door, half rotten by so long a time. You can decipher the old inscription: "Doors to the past shames."

Sword in hand, you come in. Here is a wrecked cemetery, the wrecked cemetery of the dead shames.

You seek the grave that you came to look for.
You find it. The dead was a giant. With your spade, you cut out the roots of the willows which come out from the dead's mouth. You come in his mouth. The serpent is whistling and goes before  you in the corridor of the throat. The eagle remains tranquil on your shoulder. The Light from you crown illuminates the path down to the stomach.

You call the dead by his name. He is snoring. He does not want to awake. You call him for help. He snores four words: "Let me in peace."
Lilith point her forefinger. One of her Power Animals is roaring with ferocity. Your snake bites the giant's stomach, who trembles and put out a cry of pain. The giant asks: "What do you want ?" You answer: "Knowledge and Power. I need to know what happened."

And you can hear the tempest, the wind of time in fury. The wind, the tempest is speaking to you. And you remember. It is like a sentiment, strong. Behind the tempest, you see. You perceive, you touch the Power you had. The Power you have. Anew you dress the Power. On you head the crown shines, intense, the crown shines an ocean of continuous thunderbolts, of tranquil thunderbolts.

And you See.

You bless the giant. Blessing the giant, suddenly you know.  You know. You are the giant, you are the fully living giant, and the serpent and the eagle are your friends.

 
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Death and resurrection, we need to die, now and then, to resuscitate. We need to die to free us from what grew old, from what became petrified and to become young again: to anew begin.
We need to forget, to forget talents and unfold new talents. And our dead talents must resuscitate. We had to let die our intuition, to unfold a new form of intelligence, reason. Now we need to resuscitate our intuition, to obtain the whole of intelligence.