The Arcane 12 corresponds to the sign of Pisces, to an oceanic sensibility.   Pisces feel everything all around, suffer other people’s pain, other people’s happiness make them happy. Somebody’s pain is so painful for pisces that they want to sacrifice themselves, martyrize themselves, annihilate themselves to alleviate this untenable pain. They sacrifice themselves for other people, and so incite their friends to take advantage and become lazy and cynical.

Sensibility is not made to suffer, nor to take decisions. Sensibility is made to feel, to perceive, and thus to inspire our consciousness and help us to take inspired decisions. To decide is a power of our consciousness. But our consciousness needs to be informed.

We need to use our sensibility, and not let our sensibility use us. The sign of Pisces is governed by Neptune, an invisible planet, corresponding to the supraconscious, then unconscious, faculties, acting in a blind and dangerous manner. A somnambulist god is dangerous.

Yes, we must use the Divine, but we’ll do that in a conscious manner. We’ll use this Nothingness, this Nothingness from where emanates the Universe. We’ll use the Highest Power: this Nothingness. We’ll consciously use our supraconscious, our spiritual level, the Divine.

Inner Travel:

Arcane 12, this Nothingness

In the full Light,
in the full Light of your consciousness,
you dress your Nothingness body,
your body made of Nothing,
this immensity without a form,
the Infinite without a form that you are.
In this oceanic Nothingness are dissolved,
in a natural manner,
the negative emotions.
The pains are dissolved in the illusions they were made of.
In this abyssal Nothingness are dissolved
the sorrows you suffered and that
were jailed, without you could suspect,
in the darkness of your profound world.
In this nothingness,
in this abyssal nothingness are falling, dissolving,
the grieves of other times,
and from Nothing is born in you
a delicious sensation of well being,
of plenitude.
In this delicious ocean are dissolved the angers,
the dead angers are falling in this abyssal Nothing,
dissolving themselves by themselves
in the Infinite Power of this Nothing.
And from Nothing is born in you
a delicious sensation of plenitude and well being.
Dressed in your Nothing body
you go down to the depths of your inner world.
You just have to focus
the Primordial Nothingness Energy
to dissolve the obstacles and arbitrary limitations
that were conditioned in you by traumas
and Authorities Figures.
You just have to focus the Energy of Nothingness
to dissolve the obstacles hidden in your inner world
that materialized material obstacles and dificulties
in your day to day life.
With this Nothingness Energy
you dissolve such or such person’s prejudices,
letting these prejudices disapear in abyssal nothingness,
while a music is born in you,
a delicious harmony from you to you,
from you to the Universe.